Friday, February 10, 2006
omg i'm so going to fail English this year.
be it common tests, mid year, end of year EVEN GRADED ASSIGNMENTS.
omg i failed my english compre, summary and compo already. ):
i'm experiencing what i had experienced 2 years ago; fear of being kicked out/retaining if i fail my english language. shit scary i remember i was crying about it.
TWO YEARS AGO, my el teacher was Lim SK. she was rather lenient and quite suka in her marking. but she kan bu qi wo okay! SHE SAID THIS TO ME BEFORE, "Kristy, actually I didn't expect you to pass you know" omg what kind of shit advice/comment is that! i almost cried when she said that, it's so untactful!
and NOW, malini's my el teacher. her marking skim is damn strict like like like ostrich (rhymes what) wah piang i got a fucking 12/30 for compo ya la laugh all you want. i almost cried upon receiving that compo back, the paper was filled with red markings, i think she want to test for chromatography ah! and she's biased against me i think ugh. i was the only one who failed compre):
i mean, why malini so steady in her marking skim!! ya i know it is so that we can improve and eventually do well in o level. BUT IMPROVEMENT TAKES TIME RIGHT. shouldn't she be a little lenient now if not i'll continue to fail ALL my graded assignments you know. even if i do well for major exams, those graded assignments will pull down my marks like shit. TEACHER, YOU GOT CONSIDER FOR ME BEFORE ANOT. like this i cannot even take olevel exam cause i'll be retaining ah!
my partner is good at english, bad at chinese. i'm bad at english, good at chinese. both of us feel very awkward as partners hur hur. she asked me to read newspaper to improve my english but how to? i'm like freaking busy don't have time to read newspaper la! truth is, i hate reading. i'm awaiting for the day when i'll love reading, wow.
still bloody scared for my upcoming graded assignments. i'll turn bengkui real soon with all these stress. tomorrow need to go school at 0830 omg byebye
kristy
kristy
22:48
